Recently I was in church feeling all the feelings. If one more person said, "How are you handling this?" I was going to dissolve into a puddle of snot and tears. My oldest graduated from High School that Saturday and all the love and attention I was getting was only making it worse.
I didn't even know why I was so upset.
But sitting there praying as the communion trays were passed I suddenly understood.
I was afraid. Afraid of time passing, of things changing, and losing the close relationship we've shared. I wanted to pretend it was all sadness, but in that moment of communion I knew the truth. I was afraid.
It's not the first time (or the second) I've faced fear. Or re-learned the hard lesson about trusting God with my unknowns.
Fear is my enemy. Caution can be a wise friend but fear is a thief. It steals today's happiness to be replaced with tomorrow's worries. How can we fight this enemy? What is my most potent weapon against that fear?
Swing over to Jerushaagen.com and find out! I have a compete guest post there and I am excited to share with you how I fight fear!
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